Tomorrow

You were working hard towards getting to college. You were trying to get the best grades. You were achieving your dreams slowly. Thanks to your previous dream, you realised what you wanted to do. You were aiming to become a singer.

~IN YOUR DREAM~

I stand in front of BTS. I was ready to face them with my dream in front of me.

“Same day, same moon
24/7 every moment repeats
My life is in between
Jobless twenty-somethings are afraid of tomorrow
It’s funny, you think anything
is possible when you’re a kid
When you feel how hard it is to get through a day
Keep feeling like the
“Control” beat, keep downloading it
Every single day is a repetition of ctrl+c, ctrl+v,” rapper who you know for his sassy comments started first.

Yeah, the routine can be a killer. And I know that pretty well, I thought. It was like that for me, especially in school.

“I have a long way to go but
why am I running in place?
I scream out of frustration
but the empty air echoes
I hope tomorrow will
be different from today
I’m just wishing,” the boxy-smile guy sang.

I wished for a different tomorrow each night.

“Follow your dream like breaker
Even if it breaks down, oh better
Follow your dream like breaker
Even if it breaks down,
don’t ever run backwards, never,” the youngest encouraged me.

“Because the dawn right before
the sun rises is the darkest
Even in the far future,
never forget the you of right now
Wherever you are right now,
you’re just taking a break
Don’t give up, you know.”

That’s right. I shouldn’t give up no matter what obstacles I have to overcome.

“The tomorrow we’ve been waiting
for becomes the name of yesterday at some point
Tomorrow becomes today, today becomes yesterday,
tomorrow becomes yesterday and is behind me
Life isn’t about living along but living through
As you live through, you’ll disappear some day
If you keep spacing out, you’ll be swept away,
if you ain’t no got the guts, trust
It’ll all become yesterday
anyway so what’s the use?
I wanted to become happy and strong
but why am I getting weaker?
Where am I going? I’m going here and
there but I always come back here
Yeah, I’ll probably flow somewhere,
is there an end to this maze?” RM went to the front.

He had little philosophical thoughts there. Yes, everything will disappear eventually, but what you learn and teach will remain, I thought.

“Tomorrow, keep walking,
we’re too young to stop
Tomorrow, open the door,
we see too much to shut the door
When the dark night passes,
a bright morning will come
When tomorrow comes,
the bright light will shine so don’t worry
This isn’t a stop but just
a pause in your life for a break
Turn up your thumbs and press play
so everyone can see” sunshine alias J-Hope mix in.

I got to know his name through the soulmate dream. I agree with him. Yesterday closed one door, and tomorrow opened the new one. And like that, there were doors for all of us that we had to go through.

~END OF DREAM~

P.S.: I am sorry for the nicknames I gave to members.