Desiring Blood

I was bored in my hideout for a couple of days….. my desire to kill grew stronger….. and with meeting Jeff and killing with him….. my control and sanity I had were breaking….. I want to kill more people….. I waited for his note or signal or anything…… I know he is insane and psycho, but I love him even when he is like that….. I want to cut my ‘Sorry’ to another body, to another soul….. I started to play with my knives….. my sanity broke for a day, and I hurt myself to ease my desire….. Then, the next day I was crying and laughing….. I realised he wants me like this because he is insane himself……. But I want to have a little sanity, and I want control over my brain….. but I’ve already killed 50 people, so who am I trying to convince? For ordinary people, I am a psychopath too…… I am no longer that nice, naive and polite girl I used to be…… But when I kill people, I feel alive, and I like their surprised faces and the blood on my hands….. One night when I wasn’t myself, I went to the city…. to one house….. and killed everybody….. I discovered it from newspapers….. I woke up in the morning and was at my hideout but soaked in blood….. I started laughing and licked my hands….. Jeff had to know now that I was prepared to kill with him……I changed clothes after I stopped laughing and I put them in a plastic bag and wrote on it the date and note:

TODAY I WENT INSANE AND DESIRED BLOOD

I killed 20 people in that house, but I don’t mind….. they were also one of my preys….. soon everybody will be hiding from me and my lover….. even if they won’t know our names, we will kill them anyway…… soon they will hunt us after we killed enough people….. but it will be hard for hunters, and we will know everything about them, kill them and take the money or anything with a value from them……

THIS WILL BE OUR LIFE IN THE FUTURE…… THIS IS GOING TO BE VERY INTERESTING……