{"id":2216,"date":"2023-04-20T18:41:10","date_gmt":"2023-04-20T17:41:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.alicewhiteofficial.com\/?p=2216"},"modified":"2023-04-20T18:41:12","modified_gmt":"2023-04-20T17:41:12","slug":"when-you-became-a-murderer","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/alicewhiteofficial.com\/?p=2216","title":{"rendered":"When you became a murderer"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class='booster-block booster-read-block'>\n                <div class=\"twp-read-time\">\n                \t<i class=\"booster-icon twp-clock\"><\/i> <span>Read Time:<\/span>1 Minute, 50 Second                <\/div>\n\n            <\/div>\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I was going to school like any other ordinary girl&#8230;&#8230; I liked studying&#8230;and had the best marks in the class&#8230;&#8230;. But one day after I ended high school and the first three years of university, everything changed&#8230;.. I came home like I usually did&#8230;&#8230; That day my brother came home late at night&#8230;&#8230; He was bleeding&#8230; Someone beat him&#8230;.. attacked him&#8230;&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">After the time he spent in a hospital, he couldn&#8217;t look at his face&#8230;&#8230;. He had scars on his face broken nose, so now&#8230;&#8230;. He became uglier than he was&#8230;&#8230; Her girlfriend broke up with him&#8230;&#8230; He hated himself&#8230;..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">One evening day I decided to help him&#8230;. to like himself again&#8230;&#8230; I was cutting my cheeks until I had a big smile on my face&#8230;&#8230; Then I glued together my eyelids and my skin&#8230;&#8230; I cut my wrists and forearms&#8230;..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Next, I went to my brother&#8217;s room to show him my new face&#8230;.. 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